It's not really going well in my music life lately. I still have many inspirations and I write a lot which is very good! But I have problems with deciding what to do on my music education. It appears I cannot attend a music school on secondary level anywhere in Poland without having papers saying that I passed exams on 5 different subjects including ear training. (Im not sure if that's the way it's called in english). Anyway.. Education leading to those exams lasts 6 years. The secondary school lasts another 3 and than I can try to attend music conservatory. My biggest dream ever is to get to the Conservatory of Amsterdam on the pop line. I guess I'll have to say goodbye to that. Lately I'm really lacking hope.. Don't know what to do. Some of my friend say "Just try sending your music to radio stations or recording studios". And I'm really starting to disbelieve the goals I set myself couple years ago. WHAT TO DO?
So I burned my first demo CD. I'll just call it a give-away. Gave it to my best friend who is the first wheel in friends-chain. She wrote me later that there's a big chance it'll reach one of recording studios somewhere in Poland. Time will show...
I really need a kick. That's what I need.